I am sorry I haven't been here but you know how hard it is for me to do this. Time passes and I still feel the same inside without you. Alot has happened and I tried to help and found myself alone. People say they understand when they really don't. I gave out a helping hand only to have those crush my heart, I lost alot of so called friends and have taken comfort in reflecting on my life. I know I cannot make everything right but I can let go and be good. Alot of people I have loved are gone and it is the adjustment process that I work on.
Well you already know that Sinclair Educational Center is in process. I have to thank you and then Dee you know her she is always on her game. I love her like my sister its cool though cause she knows me from way back and this spot is just the first I know there is more to come. I trust in God to do his will and let it be good knowing that it memorializes you means the world to me!
I luv u Sin!! I know Dakota is with you tell him mommie loves him and that he will always be my Kotie. I miss him alot 2. Having these other babies doesn't replace him, he just made it possible to save 2 lives from the pound and blue well muk needed a pup and thats our fat boy. I send all my love and kisses to my boys in heaven!!!
P.S. I'm sorry......................
Mom
OUR LIVES WILL NEVER BE THE SAME WITHOUT YOU! / JUST ME MOM
SHY GRADUATED 2007 SHE IS ON HER WAY KEEP WATCHING OVER HER!!
WE WILL NEVER FORGET YOU EDDIE! WE LOVE AND MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH!!
HAPPY NEW YEAR I MISS YOU SO MUCH / JUDY PADILLA (AUNT)Read >>
HAPPY NEW YEAR I MISS YOU SO MUCH / JUDY PADILLA (AUNT)
TOMORROW IS NEW YEARS EVE AND ITS JUST NOT THE SAME. FAMILY THAT WORD JUST DOESN'T MEAN WHAT IT USE TO WHEN YOU WERE HERE, YOU MUST LOOK DOWN ON US AND SEE HOW EVERYTHING HAS CHANGED IT HURTS ME SO MUCH, I KNOW THAT IF YOU WERE HERE EVERYTHING WOULD BE SO MUCH BETTER. WATCH OVER LUIS I KNOW YOU DO YOU ALWAYS DID I KNOW HE MISSES YOU HE HAS MADE WRONG CHOICES AND NOW I MUST LET HIM GROW UP JUST WATCH OVER HIM AND HIS KIDS OK I LOVE YOU AND I WISH YOU WERE STILL HERE, TAKE CARE OF GRANDMA AND YOUR MOM AND YOUR BROTHER AND SISTERS THEY ALSO MISS YOU VERY MUCH HELP US TO VALUE WHAT MEANS THE MOST..... Close
Wat Up! / (Shawn) Alfred Epps (Friend)
I know your birthday just passed man. Wish you was out here to celebrate. Your lil brother and sisters are doing there thing man. They got your spirit. Till our paths cross again. Lata! Close
Hi/ Deirdre Purvis (none)
Hi, I know you don't know me but I came across Eddie's page just browsing. I'm so sorry for your loss. Maybe this will be a wake up call to all our juvenile centers to get their stuff straight. Eddie was a handsome young man. I will pray for you family.
Thanks,
Dee Close
Eddie thinking of you and ur precious family this Christmas / Marcelle (friend connected by angels )Read >>
Eddie thinking of you and ur precious family this Christmas / Marcelle (friend connected by angels ) Close
NOTHING COULD REPLACE YOU EVA!!!! / Just Me Mom Read >>
NOTHING COULD REPLACE YOU EVA!!!! / Just Me Mom
People think this money is what it's about, What idiots this money does nothing for you! I am mad that money brings about the bullshit!! What I wouldn't do to have you here with us!! We miss you like crazy!! Christmas was your holiday you were the one who would call out the presents! I remember when God allowed us to connect in a dream and it was christmas and you were fidgeting with the keys and I moved the curtain to see you holding a box of tims. I just bought a new pair and everytime I buy them I know you're laughing at me. I love you my beautiful son! I am not done I will make sure I do something to let everyone know you walked this earth and will help out teenagers because of you! You are my inspriation for anything I do!! I Love You!! I Love You!! I Love You!! Mom
I am very sorry for your loss. / Sarah Cohen (Eddie Sister Abina Mom )Read >>
I am very sorry for your loss. / Sarah Cohen (Eddie Sister Abina Mom )
I think of your family often with a heavy heart and am very sorry for your loss. But, when I think about what an outstanding young man Eddie was and how much joy he brought to all that knew him - I smile and think to myself that he displayed, in his short life, what many strive for their whole lives. He was truely an inspirational person, who touched the lives of many, leaving behind the gifts of love, joy, and laughter for all that were lucky to have known him.
There are so many things I want to say to you but, it's so hard when ur not here and I feel so lonely!! You know better than me what's going on with this case but, they have to know there is nothing they could do that would make up for U, NOTHING!!!! I HATE THE FACT THAT YOUR DEATH COULD HAVE BEEN AVOIDED!!! I ask God to please keep me stronger cause there are so many times I want to just give up and I know I can't .......... I will never be the person I was before you left, I will always be living for the moment ...... I MISS U SO MUCH!!! I see ur friends and it hurts.. I see your last girl with her daughter and time sure passes. I just wonder on what if.............. There are so many what ifs that I tell myself I did the best I knew to do with u and I hope and pray you know that because, it has noting to do with any one looking and judging me I DON'T CARE WHAT THEY THINK OF ME!!! EVA!!! THEY DON'T KNOW ME!!!! I LOVE U NO MATTER WHAT PEOPLE SAY!! U WHERE ALWAYS HERE WITH ME, to hear a new song, a new outfit u put together, a game u would beat and OH MY GOD WHAT I WOULDN'T DO TO HEAR THAT CRAZY LAUGH OF URS!!!
C U IN HEAVEN!!!!!!! MOM OXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
I just wanted to say / Lillian Smith (Friend)Read >>
I just wanted to say / Lillian Smith (Friend)
that you are truly missed and please - keep watchin over us and smiling down with that gorgeous smile of yours... Close
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY / Debbie Wengert (Kevin's Mom )Read >>
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY / Debbie Wengert (Kevin's Mom )
thank you / Andrew($k!tz0) Muldrow (a friend he neva knew )Read >>
thank you / Andrew($k!tz0) Muldrow (a friend he neva knew )
yo wassssss hatin hommie yea itz me again probally gettin on ya nerves lol. I just wanted to say thank you for introducing me to your street familly and your blood familly and making me part of both. before u introduced me to most hated i waz lost gettin down wit dese so called notorious gangs dat did'nt even stand for the porpuse they swore they stood for. They called me familly but treated a little bit nicer then they treated the enemy.I went through so much B.S with them i could go on for dayz but when you introduced me to dat (MH) life i never felt like i belonged any where else and im being dead serious and just yesterday on ya mother's birthday when the most hated hommies waz chillin on ya stoop i realized where there heart waz and how they felt the same way how i felt about Most hated and i owe it to you cause you started it, i waz imagining wat if you never created Most hated i could be either dead or locked up doing dum stuff runnin around wit hommies frontin like they familly but Most Hated is a whole different gang. we got a new hommie izzy nah mean i waz itchy at first but i'm stratin to see that he MH material and i told him da gang u waz down wit before this aint no where near this familly like crayons & pens u dig 2 totally different things. every time i hear stories and i stress that i never met you i chill wit my big brother chris and itz like i see you in him so i dont take it that bad even though i still wish you waz here my nigga. Some times the hommie Moddy might do some dum shit but who dosent but he's a real man and Jigz, Moddy, Rell,Izzy,Sahbree,J,skizzy, and luis i would choose a better street fam thank you and i love you and because of your mother justice will be served Close
Eddie and Family / Gail Mom Crystal Earnhart (^l^ friend )Read >>
Eddie and Family / Gail Mom Crystal Earnhart (^l^ friend ) Close
It takes us back to brighter years, To happier sunlight days and to precious moments that will be with us always. And these fond recollections are treasured in the heart to bring us close to those from whom we had part. There is a bridge of memories from earth to Heaven above, it keeps our dear ones near us It's the bridge that we call love.
Eddie/ Gail Mom Crystal Earnhart (^l^ friend ) Close
The Sweetest Soul With The Sweetest Smile / Lillian Smith (Friend)Read >>
The Sweetest Soul With The Sweetest Smile / Lillian Smith (Friend)
I went to South Burlington High School for my senior year and Eddie was a sophomore at the time. I remember walking into the auditorium a day earlier than all other students because new students had to go through orientation. I remember like it was still 2000. I walked in and Eddie was already seated with two of his friends and I spotted him out of all of the students that were in there. All I could think was, "he is a cutiepie." If I remember correctly, I finally met him through a mutual friend of ours (Anthony). Months and months went by and eventually it was a "whassup?" in the hallways. Then it was buggin out in the halls. I remember he couldn't stand this one teacher named Mr. Mahoney.... he used to aggravate Eddie for no reason and I swear I wanted to fight this teacher for him. He didn't do anything wrong in my eyes. I know he just enjoyed making people laugh....Eddie, you remember this..... "here comes the perc-u-la-tor, here comes the perculator...." LOL. I remember clownin you while you danced to that in the lobby with your headphones on in the longest white tee known to man. He used to tell me that's how jersey does things. I loved his smile so much. I think I loved his hugs even more. He used to come by the Dream Machine when I worked there and everytime he came in he would give me my hug! He made my day with that. I remember one day after work, we were both waiting on rides to Shelburne Road and we just sat there for about a half an hour and just talked about his ambitions and his goals. Not everything that we talked about was positive. We talked about a lot of heartbreaking stuff and that was the first time that I realized that he had opened up to me. And I loved him. Down the road, my husband, boyfriend at the time, had told me that he was going to millenium to freestyle on stage. I didn't get to the club but when my husband came back, he told me that this young cat had gotten on stage and battled him. I asked him how he did and he said the dude was nice and caught him up a couple of times. I asked him what his name was and he told me Eddie. I asked him to describe him to me and he described everything about Eddie to the point where I just looked at him, smiled, and shook my head and said, "That's my boy."
Soon after that, the same person who introducedme to Eddie, broke the news to me. I remember I was in the mall and it wasn't too long after everything had happened. I just couldn't understand. And none of my questions were answered. I tried to research and I kept coming up with nothing. I wanted to know why he was lying to me when I had just hugged Eddie a few weeks back, when my husband had just freestyled with him last week, when I had just finished talking to Eddie about what he wanted to do in his young life. I found my husband in the game store and just broke down. He asked me what was wrong and I told him that the young man that he was just freestyling with on stage had passed away. I just cried and cried. What a beautiful, sweet, funny, intelligent young man. I almost have to pretend that we've just gone our separate ways so that it doesn't hurt. But, I know the truth and so it will always hurt that he's not around. Lil Eddie. What I'd do for one more of your hugs. I miss you. I love you. Lillian
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